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wow. is being married to a human who has the other body parts from you REALLY that difficult?  I'd say i guess it must be.  given the relative discord I get from the married vibe around me.  EXCEPT that the first whack I had at being married for me didn't really suck til the very end.  I have to say that I usually "dislike strongly" people who have nothing but bad to say about their spouses!  You picked that bitch/jerk.  I may have divorced Tim but I still like him.  Love even.  I just can't be the wife.  I don't understand a huge level of dislike if you personally picked them.  I get people change,  OH JESUS I get people change.  And I get tattoos up their heads.  yeah.  I get that.

BUT I also get - don't ask if you don't want to know.

I am losing my crew in 2 days.  I'm a bit sad.  I never ever said i don't love my people.  Just the mafia.  It's a little deep here.  I get that is weird - but Life moves forward without us.   I'm not moving forward on Monday.  My car is stopped.

I love Jacki and she moves in my place.  Huge sigh.  She is going to be my friend.

she knows I'm needing a minute with my people.  Jacki is people too.  (not soylent green though :D )







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Ever wonder about what he's doing
How it all turned to lies
Sometimes I think that it's better to never ask why

Where there is desire
There is gonna be a flame
Where there is a flame
Someone's bound to get burned
But just because it burns
Doesn't mean you're gonna die
You've gotta get up and try, try, try
Gotta get up and try, try, try
You gotta get up and try, try, try

Eh, eh, eh

Funny how the heart can be deceiving
More than just a couple times
Why do we fall in love so easy?
Even when it's not right

Where there is desire
There is gonna be a flame
Where there is a flame
Someone's bound to get burned
But just because it burns
Doesn't mean you're gonna die
You've gotta get up and try, try, try
Gotta get up and try, try, try
You gotta get up and try, try, try

Ever worried that it might be ruined
And does it make you wanna cry?
When you're out there doing what you're doing
Are you just getting by?
Tell me are you just getting by, by, by

Where there is desire
There is gonna be a flame
Where there is a flame
Someone's bound to get burned
But just because it burns
Doesn't mean you're gonna die
You've gotta get up and try, try, try
Gotta get up and try, try, try
You gotta get up and try, try, try
Gotta get up and try, try, try
Gotta get up and try, try, try
You gotta get up and try, try, try
Gotta get up and try, try, try

You gotta get up and try, try, try
Gotta get up and try, try, try