I have a new yard. New as in driveway - new brick front wall and new railing. New driveway and new gate that opens when I push a button. New backyard. Driveway and Pool area and then Garage. NEW NEW NEW. I'm um. a little. um
I'm a lot overwhelmed.
I do change on the normal human level.
Puppy - new puppy - yeah he's great he's cute. JESUS HE IS SHITTING ON MY RUG!!! aaahhh okay cleaning up shit. . . and garbage that little bastard - oh i mean my darling - is OMG how cute is he ????? he's sleeping. . . and then growing and then stupidly chewing my best sandals . . . and then growing and doing evil . . .
Point is = change and time.
I can do change with time. TOO MUCH CHANGE . . . TOO LITTLE TIME makes me more nuts.
I can't say crazy since everybody KNOWS I'm 5 beers short of a 6 sixpack 17 fries close to a happy meal and 8 pins short of a strike so YEAH - I KNOW NUTS.
But the one thing I'm okay with. And kinda keeps me not chewing the curtains is my garden.
So. . . I gotta say I don't get it. I have my dad's ability to just make shit grow. I HAVE killed things as has he. and I hate when a plant dies. It bugs me bad. BUT I have things live that SHOULD NOT LIVE. I have a tree we got from freaking ALDI's!!! ALDI's for like 10 bucks. It was DEAD when we bought it and then I brought it back to life and then MOVED IT. And I was not gentle. Yeah - growing.
My personal specialty is vine. vines like me. I love them.
They move. when they grow. they are so alive and moving and growing. vines are my thing.
they are plants that are stuck - they are stuck where I said to make them stuck but yet - they move on their own.
Like they know their basic limits but grown even beyond that and thrive.
I am a vine.
and a great one at that.