I remember the day. I actually disdainfully laughed. In my overeducated and Hugely inflated ego due to far too much acadamia. I would actually like to claim that as a disability. "I'm sorry = I can't work YOUR HONOR - I'm just too fucking smart. . . . " Uh. yeah that was me.
Then there was a wedding.
I really am too embarrassed to give more details than I can because it really was a beautiful wedding. I made fun of a bride because of her choice of footwear.
It was a day that frankly will sit with me forever.
It was a wonderful wedding! But unlike the man I WAS married to - she is still there with her man. I'm glad. He is a good man. One of my all time favorite humans. and I still am shameful. It was a statement. If I had done it - it would have been cool. because DAMN it's me. she did it because she is a gorgeous woman and was making her humble statement. For me it was an arrogant - "ohhhh I'm smart and you shoeless fool ,. . . . "
damn my education. she was being open. it was an open honest moment.
and I spit on it.
shame on me.
end of day.
shame on me.
just saying. I am learning. Being educated does NOT make me a good person. Being open. Yeah. That that is learning.
MAG church. Now is going to be Chapel Springs. amazing. WORD.
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